and we come to a close

Sorry i haven't had any entries... it was beginning to be the same ole same ole... nothing really new to report... life just mellows out from time to time...
So today was the final weigh in for Biggest Loser 7.....I will admit i did not hit my original goal of 50 lbs i missed it by a long shot buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutttttttttttttttttttttttttt I'm ok with that. with all the trials and tribulations i had over the past 90 days I'm proud with my
16lbs....
I've worked hard over the past 90 days and i feel that even though the 16 may be small to some (there is a guy who lost 93lbs in 90 days, he won obviously) my body has changed... I'm going to have a picture taken of me this weekend and i will post it. I feel better too... I feel more energized.
I have cut out junk and I've cut out MONSTER...for those of who you really know me that's a HUGE step in my life... I enjoy working out... I enjoy lifting weights... I would like to lose all this body fat and be able to have big muscles(but not like a dude) and I'd like to be in roller derby.. Sean (my trainer) loves this idea...
I'd like to get in shape and be able to wear a size 10 or 8...these are all my goals but little steps first...
i have all the right tools to reach these goals...i have supportive friends and family, i have a KICK ASS AWESOME trainer, i have the supplements, i have the right food... i have the drive... so lets do this...

I'm not going to do the next biggest loser it's only a 60 day challenge and it's before the holidays..i don't want to add stress i want to enjoy the holidays just do it smartly.

I'm going to end on a victory note tonight....
5.5 years ago roughly when i found out i was pregnant with my wonderful daughter i weighed in at 222lbs...today I weigh in at 217 i weigh less then i did before i got pregnant. This is a huge victory...
Just because my biggest loser journey has ended for now doesn't mean that my weight loss journey has ended.. i will continue to work hard and work out and also write in this blog... keep checking back and watch me hit my goals..
thank you again for all your support and if you want to change your life and get in shape go see Sean Westbrook at the Auburn  Vision Quest... he's amazing and he's motivating which is a huge help with your fighting a horrible weight loss battle.