dripping with anticipation

Soooooo today was weigh in and i really thought that with the day i had and the past few weigh ins i wasn't going to have a loss....
low and behold
2lbs :) oh yeah... I'll take it... so when i started the gym i was at 234.6 and I'm not at 219. awesome.....
that's almost 16lbs :) YAY so proud....
when we got to the gym we sat in the sauna for 15 minutes and then we worked out hard.... and then back in the sauna for 15 minutes before weigh in....
i believe in a previous post i said i felt that was cheating... I'm going to say this...sure i just dripped out some weight... i get that... that part is cheating but the heat makes my body feel so much better after working out so hard.
look at me I'm justifying it to myself....
well I've had a rough week... my favorite bank broke up (moved on) and i didn't get the job i applied for... but I'm ending it awesome... 2 pounds.....
i have three weeks left in this biggest loser competition... ultimately i would LOVE to lose 19lbs in the three weeks... do i think that's possible... i don't know but I'm going to give it a shot...

next biggest loser starts Oct 2nd and it's a mini....it's only 60 days sprint to the holidays... I'm very excited to started from the beginning with Sean...

this online weight loss tool said that if i lose 1-2lbs a week i will be able to hit my 100lbs goal by June 2011....that's awesome... I'm so ready...I'm also noticing a small victory... I'm not getting as winded anymore as i was....:) not to mention that my doc gave me an inhaler for my asthma that has come back...
yay...
well training on Sunday... oh yeah did i mention that Sean wants me to get boxing gloves so he can train me to box... do you see the first MMA fighter typing this? :) nahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh more like roller derby....
i want to get in shape and than train for a run or event of some type and then start hard core training for roller derby......
come watch? :)