ok ok so tonight was the big tu tu wearing weigh in.... I'm a softy and didn't make him wear a tu tu however..... as Sean took the stage to do the tug o war and as he is tugging Zach says "I spoke to one of Sean's Clients earlier in the week and she expressed that Sean was either late or didn't show *crowd is super quiet so i yell at the top of my lungs...."he missed it" (Zach continues) and she said she was going to make him wear a TuTu at tug o war to make up for it *again crowd is quiet so i yell again at the top of my lungs "a pink one" (Zach continues) i myself was hoping for the rainbow one *looks at Sean* but man you aren't tall enough for them to see it...(i yell) i didn't bring it though i cut him some slack....(Zach says) that will teach all our trainers a lesson...never to bail on your client you never know what they will do to you...
Sean your a great sport(assuming your reading this) and I loved that you laughed through the whole thing....Thank you for being you and being wonderful....
I'm sad to say that Sean did not win the tug o war but we still love him anyways....
There were good numbers....Tiffany (i know you read this) you are doing so great....4lbs that's awesome, Christina you are doing awesome too i think it was 4lbs also right... You girls are wonderful... Monica-4lbs and Maria-2lb you two ladies are die hards... Everyone is doing awesome....
Congrats to all you ladies doing so awesome.......
on that note I'm so disappointed in myself...only lost .5 that's right .5 that's nothing and highly insignificant it's not even viable as i probably lost that peeing... (please remember i highly respect my trainer and love him to death) Sean looks at me and says...well we are just going to have to kick it up....my first thought is great now I'm going to be in the gym 7 days a week instead of 6 :( and I'm going to have to cut calories off my meal plan... great... why dint i just stop eating all together... I look at Nate and say... think I'd make myself sick if all i hate was protein shakes for two weeks? he rolls his eyes and says YES TARD....
at this point I'm still mad... Poor Sean so motivating and with a smile says are you that disappointed i said yes i am... he said OK then we will have to kick it up at notch to which i say in the most sarcastic and snotty tone great so that means 7 days not 6 he said no... he said we will have to take it to 90% in the work outs instead of 80 i said oh great so you can actually make me throw up this time(most of you don't know i came super close to puking on Wednesday after my workout) he said no i wont make you throw up...
I'm very disheartened and feel really low right now...
i said earlier I am on the giving up Verge....rest easy this doesn't mean I'm giving up... it just means that this is one of my lowest days....i got a lot of feed back on face book for this comment but the one that truly got me was from my wonderful sister in law (have i ever told you that i do truly love you like a big sister?)
when i read what she had to say i felt so selfish for giving in to my negativity and disappointment...She's absolutely right I DON'T HAVE A CHOICE, I JUST HAVE TO DO IT FOR RHYAN.....this brought me to tears (but for a good reason) for that Jess i say thank you and i love you.....(I'm pretty sure I've never told you that before and we haven't always been that "close" but i hope we can be closer :) you keep me going more than you know.. I need you to tell me stuff like that, to keep me going and get me back on track...
THANK YOU!
So I'm going to bed hungry because it's way to late to eat and I'm going to bed with a hurting heart because even though i fully agree with Jess's statement i am still a tad bit disappointed.
so recap.... to date I've lost 13lbs which is a FAR cry from 50 (my goal)...I've accepted the fact that i wont be hitting my goal weight for this biggest loser....the next weigh in is August 19th and then the final one on September 2nd...that's the big final weigh in... they have a party of sorts and then we start signing up for biggest loser again...yes i will be doing the next biggest loser, i believe it starts in October.
I'm off to Fork to find a vampire :) this weekend... Training session at 6pm on Sunday...wooohooooo.....
trying to keep my chin up....
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I am just reiterating what you have already said. I'm not profound. Sometimes we just need to be reminded of why we're doing something.
ReplyDelete13lbs? Um, in how many weeks?! I'm trying to lose weight and you're going faster than I am! There is no reasoning with the body. It has it's own schedule. But if you just keep on doing what you're doing eventually it will show you the numbers you are waiting for. Pace doesn't matter, progress does.
Now go chase some vampires. You TARD. lol!