first let me apologize....this one will be long and this one will be very very angry.....with that said here is how my day went.....
i got the the gym and got adjusted by the Chiropractor...ran to get changed for our training session(Tiffany and I's) i pull my stuff out of my bag to find that my water bottle had leaked all over my work out clothing... my shorts namely... but i sucked it up and put my shorts on....not in the best of moods from having wet shorts i trudged along out of the locker room with Tiffany following me....Amber(the trainer) meets up with us and says so i talked to Zach today (the head biggest loser guy) and he said that if you are going to be training together without purchasing buddy session that you both have to sign off on your sessions...(inset a bunch of curse words in my head right now and i think my head might pop off I'm so pissed) i said well forget it I'm not going to give up one of my sessions for that. She said well your still getting trained and i said yeah that's not what we were offered... I looked at Tiff and said have fun doing your session can i have your keys I'm going to call Nate to come get me....she walked off to talk to the manager who said hang tight (I didn't follow Tiffany for fear that i would cuss someone at because at this point i have wet shorts and am super duper pissed)
for those of you who follow this blog you will know that over time I've felt increasingly let down by the program....a lot of things have not been followed through with thus far...
Tiffany comes back to me and says it's taken care of...we can work out together.. i said for just today though right (i read the guys lips that she was talking to) and she said yes just for today... so Amber standing there and smirking pissed me off more... i looked at her and said honestly that's not fair because that's not what you offered us. she said when i said in the beginning and then again last week... she said well i got in trouble for doing that... to which i said i really don't give a shit nor is that my problem... you offered us buddy training for our training we get through biggest loser and you should have to honor that... she looked at me with a snotty look on her face and said SORRY... but that's not going to happen... i looked at Tiffany and said I'm out of here I'm not training with her. that's fucked up and they should have to honor what she offered (in front of her... i told you that i was super duper angry)
i walked into the locker room and changed and left.
When Tiffany was done with her training session she text me and said where are you i said in the play area with Rhyan... she walked up to me and said i was told to give you a message and here it is
"i know that you don't like me and I've had other team members tell me that, so i talked to the GM and he is allowing you to change teams"
insert my brains exploding all over the play area because i seriously think my head popped off... So now I'm officially team less and have officially pissed 150 bucks away...
ok lets break it down.
if i do change teams because that stupid bitch doesn't want to work with me anymore then i will only get 2 training sessions with the new trainer for the remainder of the session(it ends Sept 2nd)
and i will be on a team that i know no one... none of my friends will be on it...
Nathan said screw it you were doing just fine without her before but now I'm mad because that means i lost out on 150 bucks which i didn't have in the first place...
So if i stay on her team and don't switch (which i have the option of) then she will treat me like crap because she's immature, i still only have 2 training sessions and some boot camps(provided i actually go)
I'm at the point of mad that I'm in tears and about to scream at someone... so did i say something to management no because whats to say at this point... i want my money back? they wont give it.... Oh btw did i tell you that she is talking to other people about me... and actually thinks they wont tell me?
seriously?
well i will admit that i fell off the meal plan waggon tonight.. I'm a feelings eater so yep had a really shitty dinner and loved every minute of it...
i feel very let down and very discouraged and very given up on... i feel like i have zero support and no where to turn...
i am truly on my own now...
So i guess i just keep doing what I'm doing... working out every day on my own and trying my hardest to lose this weight that now i feel is hopeless to lose.
Jess wanna share your cookies with me :) i could really use them right now.....
night ya'll
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Um... I ate the cookies. Oops. I was bad.
ReplyDeleteHere's my .02. I think you should change teams. Who cares if your friend isn't on it. You guys work out with each other all the time anyway. You'll be rooting for each other no matter what team you are on. You need to get a decent, mature trainer who can get you off to a good start and not run you down. So far you've just been struggling with this woman. I wish there were qualifications for trainers... I've heard so many stories... ugh. But if you get into another team with a better trainer and do the sessions and the bootcamps, then you'll have a lot more information and knowledge than you have now right? I mean... get your money's worth! Plus maybe they'll let you eat something other than the same thing every single day. That's the most insane thing I've ever heard of. It's like signing people up to fail. Who wants to eat like that? Who can stick to eating the same thing every day without gagging?!
Anyhoo... that's my .02. You can take it or leave it.
Jess-yuo are exactly what i needed :) i love hwo you can just lift my spirits :)i think that maybe i will sign up with a guy trainer instead of a girl trainer. I wish there was "qualifications" also. I do really want to be sucessful but i feel like i'm just being kicked while i'm down constantly...
ReplyDeletewell my post after tomorrow should be interesting.. I'll post the outcome of what transpires tomorrow....Thanks for the pick me up i do really appreciate it. your a great Sister in law :)
I think you should change teams too. But I also think that you should be talking to someone and keep going till you get some results. I mean this lady you have felt let down by from the beginning and someone needs to know that whether or not it be the manager or even higher up. In all honesty Molly these people are using the biggest looser name and they need to stand up to what the biggest looser stands for and that is helping people and making them feel good about what they are doing as well as how they are feeling. So I would change teams and talk to people. And I would be COMPLETELY pissed too and be reacting the same way. Stay strong We love you and you can do this... keep trucking along
ReplyDeleteThanks Dez....I'm actually really scared about tomorrow because tomorrow is weigh in and i dont have a team at this moment...
ReplyDeleteI just do really feel let down. I feel like i was a huge sucker...they saw me coming....
I'm not going to stop going to the gym for sure...
I say F em. Work your ass off, and lose your weight and show them that you don't "need" them. Kick some ass all on your own. Read more about nutrition and meal plans, check out books from the library if you need to. Knowledge IS power. You will probably know leaps and bounds more than them from reading one book! Empower yourself and show 'em you won't be pushed around!
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