Wednesday, June 23, 2010

a new day.....ok Drama Queen.

ok so first things first.... Sorry that yesterday i was a tad bit of a drama queen... i know (for those of you that know me) shocking right hahahahahaha..............Yesterday wasn't totally about the gym....I had a few other issues i was dealing with....I just blamed the gym because it was easy

ok... So yes i went to the gym today and worked out with Miss Christina :) love her....she's so fun to work out with and she's an AWESOME listener.....she lets me bitch at her and really listens :) (i know your reading this... so Thank you!)

In just three short weeks this program has changed so much for me....I am no longer "competing", I'm also no longer a "team".....sometimes the way we begin things is much different from how we continue to do things....Not that this is a bad thing it's just sometimes the way things roll out... our perspectives change.

I am happy to report that I can now walk on the treadmill for 45 minutes straight and keep my heart rate at a level beat and i dont hyperventilate...this is very exciting to me.
I have also decided to do the next biggest loser with a male trainer to get a perspective on the difference.

i'm still fighting................I hope that my posts are at least somewhat inspiring... I've been told they are funny so thats good... Honestly i just want to be able to tell people what i'm really going through.

I'm a gal who has to lose 100lbs or more to be able to stick around on this earth for my darling daughter....I'm inspired by her on a daily basis and so thankful that she has inspired my wonderful husband to work out also....

good all my readers :)

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