Let the games begin......

(this picture was taken a few months ago.....)

Today June 3rd is the day I start to change my life.....

I joined the Biggest Loser at Vision Quest in Auburn.

My trainers name is Amber(however i can't afford to do anymore sessions beyond the initial 3)

We have a pretty big team and I'm sad to report that just about everyone has signed up to do extra sessions with Amber.....yeah i still can't afford it....

Today was the Kick Off Party....We had two special guests in attendance. Suzi and Matt Hoover from Season 2 of the (real) biggest loser..OMG they were awesome and so inspiring. Could she seriously be any more cute :) I'm super excited they are going to attend one of my teams boot camps :) YAY....*side note....I was and am a tad bit star struck*

We have to set goals and I have set mine at 50lbs for this session. My over all goal is 110lbs. It's a lot but it is achievable. This biggest loser session is 90 days and to be honest right now I feel more alone then I ever have.

I have hit a minor mental road block tonight as I am feeling very alone. I feel very overwhelmed and unsure. Chalk this up to me being needy as some have pointed out.

My spouse has signed up for my gym also so I'm sure he will be going to work out with me on the weekends and Thursday's and Friday's :)

because I'm at such a disadvantage being unable to pay for extra sessions i am going to try to go 5 days a week. Monday, Wednesday, Thursday*biggest loser day*, Friday (for zumba class) and Saturday. So hopefully going 5 days a week and doing the team boot camps will help me achieve this 50lbs I have to lose.

Now I'm sure you are all (if anyone is reading this at all) wonderful just how much i weigh....well at first weigh in I ring in at 233.4lbs on my tiny frame that leaves me at 46% body fat....wow... i just admitted that out loud... but this is all part of my journey and i want you all to share it with me. Maybe this is how i will get my support.

I will try to post a blog every day and will absolutely post a blog every other Thursday after weight in (June 17,July 1,15,29,August 12,26,and the final on September 2nd)

Did i mention that the winner takes home 500 bucks and a start at better health?

Wish me luck....